i jusy have my very first on call yesterday. oh my god, i can't believe i got through it and i can't make myself not to believe that i still have many more to go through. it is a strange feeling where words do not have its part to play perhaps roddy will understand me for what i mean.(my long old roommate). anyway, i am in surgery with hariz, shikin and zakiah: yeeling got o&G with yahya, gambek. rosman and ela got medicine. smoker(kamaluzaman) got paeds-he just joined us this week. i am facing singapore evryday coz i it is so unavoidable as part of the scenary through the ward windows. Jb hospital is also called as a jetplane. it looked exactly like an aeroplane from above, crushing toward singapore but failed to make it and end up as a refugee centre! wish no one will have mental breakdown within this hard time of all time. don't blame but please don't believe in eternal life it means eternal suffering.(not applicable to christian and muslim).

oh, chew ling, how am i going to get back my staff in our house meanwhile you already flying to kk. ah boy you are so lucky.