I know what you mean, Alan.

Like when watching The Apprentice, I don't know whether you feel the same but i feel like, hey we've been good and worked hard, we've excelled like those people, but look at where we are now and what we are stuck with. Things here are like 'tak apa, minum dulu' or 'kerja tak akan habis punye, rilek dulu'. I don't need to elaborate, we all know the culture and people we work with everyday.

It's like, if we are given the opportunity to have a shot at the highest level of the industry, we can prove our potential and our worth.

I have a cousin who failed Physics in STPM, but went to UniSheffield and got a bachelor of engineering and now is working for a multinational company in UK. SeowVoon's classmate who was second place in class back in secondary school, took up JPA scholarship, studied engineering in Imperial College, now earns five digit monthly in Pound Sterling.

I guess maybe every M.O. goes through this phase esp during the 2nd, 3rd year of the service, when everything is so unsure. Hope we will come to the catch-up phase within the next seven years.

Meanwhile, let me know if there is anything I can help in your ploy to destroy the world.

P/s anyone know of passwords to journal sites like bmj, lancet, apart from the 'gracie-bosco' login for NEJM?