Thanks for the support, guys. I'm better now. It's true what you all said. All of us go through depressive periods in our lives. Life isn't treating me that bad. It just seemed so at the time.
Anyway, for you guys going for induksi, be prepared for not enough sleep and tiring physical activities. One of my colleagues told me that you only get to sleep late at night, have to wake up early for "senaman pagi", listen to boring lecturers droning on and on, don't have time to wash your clothes (so the break in between is for you to do your laundry) and don't have time to study for the exam.
Will be waiting to hear stories of induksi after this.