hi, everybody. so long time that i hav not entered this site, and forgotten my password.. ops.. coz
now life has been so relaxing and lepaking.. that's why got time to visit wen jih and go on line.. yeah..
most ppl will be wondering what i am doing everyday as a so called bld bank mo. basically nothing..hehe.. true enough, my job everyday is to see what and where for lunch and to go home at 430..
anyway, seeing slides really spin my brain down, and answering calls for bld request makes me feel like an telephone operator...
but.. this is the only time me and carren can sit together watching tv, thinking what to cook or where to go for dinner. and even decorating our porch.(ha, actually carren finally able to save a plant which has been neglected for 8 months...
wen jih is complaining me using up his internet time, sorry , hav to stop now... haha.. sorry boss, know today is ur birthday, may u have a great year ahead !
bye to everybody and remember: to enjoy life after 1 year of suffering!

p/s : anyway, this is mong tieng here.

well, after one year...i finally....
hav my own desk n room....
hav to spend my whole day listenin to ppl's family, financial difficulty, marriage problem, study problems.....
....n half of the time, dunno wat they r talkin about...
welcome to psychiatry.

This is the first time I am using Alor Star Hospital library's net. Never had time in the past one year. Now, thanks to being posted to A&E, I can actually get up late, go home early and don't have to do calls! Our shifts are from 8.00a.m. to 3.00 p.m., then 3.00 p.m. to 10.00 p.m. and 10.00 p.m. to 8.00 a.m. If we do night shift, we don't have to work the next day. Hooray!
Will never grumble about those casualty MOs again. Trust me guys, it's not an easy decision to make whether to admit a patient or not. So far, my shifts have been quite o.k. Going to enjoy my 3 weeks left in A&E. AFter that, who knows?
For those of you who don't know, Chee Foo has been transferred to Sg. Petani. Guan Fook's doing A&E with me. MC is in medicine for 2 mths before becoming Paeds MO. (If I do Paeds next, he's going to be my boss!).
Will be going to Vui Eng's wedding in July. Hope to see you guys there.:)

hey guys
am on leave.as usual i'm 1 wk lagged behind....still HO as for the next 24 hours.
so many ambitions back in uni, pre -U, and high school...now malas oredi ler...
Probably join carren and EMT in their 8-430 bliss...

If u could turn back time, would u have walked a different path?
The choices we made now, would we look back one day and regret?

dear all

i have finally found light
where the greener grass is on my side
where the sun shine gently
where the champagne remains bubbly.

where work starts at 8
and we leave at 4.30pm for bed.
where calls are at home,
managed via phone,
i hope =o)...

most importantly...
where patients smile sincerely
and so have i for past half week.
hip hip hooray ent,
for it means enjoy no tension!

p/s: if u think life can't get any better,
meet the new blood bank MO...Dr Ee Mong Teng!

hey u all... last day of hoship... feeling relieved, happy, excited and oh so lazy (am onleave, so sleeping most of the time) all rolled in one. Most of u ppl probably be staying in your respective hospital for another 6-8 months or so. Almost all of us here are being sent out. Kalis, Chiew Leng and I are being sent to Keningau (we still can't seem to get rid of Kalis :)). Nice place with nice new hospital, so no one's complaining. Tony being sent to Kuala Penyu, new hospital too, wonder if they make him the pengarah. Prabath is being sent to Lahad Datu and feeling miserable about it, appealing to stay. Roddy got some godforsaken place called Tungu or something. Chee Chan going to Kudat. Breithner got Pitas, this very poor district where we drove past once... saw the very big new hospital, but couldnt find the town...

Anyway, most of use will stay on in Queen for another 2-4 months or so to finish watever respective postings we have not done. Actually feel quite sien coz that will mean another 2-4 months of taking blood... feeling up forms... lying to radiologists to get scans done etc etc.... sigh

New meat coming today...

MC has passed his MRCP (Paeds) part 1. He got the news just before we went on leave. We're all really happy for him and expecting a big treat, of course.
Why has Kai Inn become so philosophical recently?
To those of you who went to Perhentian during leave, hope you enjoyed yourselves. It's good to release tension with mates who understand what you're going through, isn't it? Well, there's not been much mention of where everyone's headed to after this. But thank goodness, the new HOs are starting soon. Hmm, must try to act more mature than them... Ha! As if I know any better!

good say tai lo... last few days of holiday... really thirsty for more leave.hate to leavve the comfort home, the mummy cook food, the good old tv, my familiar bed.. arghhhhhh...well, the price of rm 2000+... wonder how much increment r we gettin as jmo.
well, another year down the bin, ,another year ahead. all the best everyone.
ps. heard mc went for mrcpaeds. anyone know how he's doin?

feel like giving up evrything and become a farmer and live happily everafter but osh shit there is no farmer in the fairy tale. what is the significant of life and i think we have asked ourself for millions of time! for me, just to put religion aside first, is to live once and for all with no regrets. we can't help to deny fear,lust to life,to die with no heir but we live once with our own way and we own everything, something in our heart that can not be taken away....

to all JMO to b ..
we all survive one year of hell, shall survive it again.
all d best!
feels good to lepak back at home again!

Remember, that in the beginning there was nothing, and so shall there be nothing in the end.

No laughter, only silence,
No love, only indifference,
No light, only darkness,
No pain, only emptiness.

to all future MO,
ahya, time flies, we all have gone through some sorts of molding progress to become of what we been expected in the past 1 year. i am sure lots of things have happened to each of us being good or bad. do we still remember our ambition when we first enter medical school? or what's left in our mind is just wanting more fame,money and superiority.
may god apollo, if he really exist, permit our years of mo to come be more meaningful to our life and humanity.
especially to roddy, tony, chee lean, chong tien and alan.
get yourself busy dying or get yourself busy living. you choose ( from shawshank redemption movie)

Hi, everybody...
Last day of my HO day today... =)
Start holiday today but dunno where to go after 12 June.
Alot have happened during the last two postings..both sad and happy, but MOSTLY SAD..well, guess i'l have to get on with life, and getting my leave approved is a good way, albeit a late one.
Any plan to go anywhere, guys and gals?
Hurrah......

Dear Dreamer in the Shadows,
Please don't do anything rash that might hurt yourself. It was not my intention to be cruel and neglect you. From here on I will try to reply your letters. I know you are exhausted and it's eating at you. Hang on. It will be over soon.
Sorry to hear that you actually have to be extended in medical due to lack of HOs. Sorry to hear you're doing back to back calls. Blame it on the new housemen whom we keep hoping to appear but never do.
As you know, Chee Foo and I were planning a trip to Nepal but it has been cancelled because our long leave was rejected. Will let you know when we plan to go next so we can take leave together. It's going to be monsoon season soon in Nepal so probably the best time to go would be early next year.
Give us a call anytime, just to chat or whatever. See ya...